but I am broke. ahahaha

silly.

I need new clothes.
(I still wear clothes from a few years ago...they fit. So it is okay. Actually, they are too big, a little bit too big. It's annoying)

I get baggy clothes.
Tomorrow I want to go shopping with my mum. But I may buy more dolls. HAHA
Damn it.

it was either that or
"LONG ASS TIME YEAH?"

I realized I'm not "lolita" because I swear,
or that I'm punky,
or that I'm not prim and proper,
what the fuck?


I'm not wearing lolita,
I won't act like a little lady.
Because if I'm not in Lolita,

I'm in h.Naoto and Sex Pot Revenge
(and various other clothes that include band shirts and jeans)

I'm trying to sew, but I realize I'm too bored to sew. I rant a lot,
and I really want to go to tea in Lolita :c

but...I don't want to go to a meet up, I'm too shy >__>


and when I'm really nervous I mess up on my English T___T

It has been a long time, no?

Very long.
Le shit.
My hair has been dyed for the fifth hundredth time.
2 years ago
red in January.
Re-red-ed it in June.
Now, 3-4 months ago,
bleach.
And then bleach again a month later
and then try to dye it pink, but turned out some liver-color(which I pulled off very well, with my tan, yet, pale skin)
week later, bleached it, tried to dye it again (turned out Pink, and Liver-color, well, some parts at least...some...very little was pink)
hahahaha
I do hate the pink.
Well, my bleached, section. At least.
Dye is water-based, and very ineffective. I'm thinking just going full auburn.
Or giving up, and going to the salon.





I'm usually very good with hair.
Just. not my own, because I can't fully see what exactly I am doing (_ _")

Ahh,
Suzuya, please forgive me.

















I still hate you.
And the rest of your friends.
For coming to this decision.
Really crappy.
Crappy crappy.

It's getting cold.
Really cold.
But at least, day time, there is sun.
Sit in the sun, with my pants and jackets
XD
ah~ youth.

嘘マジ！


わたくしは「中国町」に行きました！


あぁ
こわーぃぃぃ○（；Ａ；）○

 
So I got my tights in the mail yesterday~!



( Follow the cut :3 )

Fuck yes.

As I was typing my last post,
the mailman was passing out the mail and shit.


Obaasama....

Grandma gave me my package
which was
nevertheless
the tights
I've been waiting a week and a half for

I love you Taiwan.


I still like HongKong better...

こんにちわぁぁぁ！

It's been a while~!

ugah. The past few months have been hell.
I posted a new story on my deviantART account~ it's a short story.
Very demented (‘　A　’）

I've also been sewing a lot lately too.
Lolita related things~

I've never felt more Asian in my life.
Other then the fact that I am 100% Asian

it's weird because I'm all sweat stop worker, sewing my Lolita  things.

haha so Chinese.
The most Asian you can get.

Fucking Chinese.



Anyways,

as soon as the fashion show passes, I will start working on my Mashiro from PaRaDEiS cosplay!

I'm thinking Himeyuri OR Natsuki from when he was in ZEEK
I think I will dress as Natsuki from ZEEK one day at school,
since the outfit isn't too over the top or too exposed.


School has strict rules.
At least there is no sailor fuku anymore!

Or....well uniform for that matter.
I was never one for a sailor fuku
Although I wear them a lot anyways...


because it's nice and breezy
and ..middle school people.
You're not there long enough.

Soak in the sailor fuku!
Oh baby.





hmmm~
I will by dying my hair shortly!
along with cutting my bangs.
I hope the style that I want won't make me look too asian.
Or Mikami will go apeshit.

Mikami has a thing Asian things.

Well inanimate objects...
and when people look really hot and Asian~
ahaha

but I'm not hot.
I'm just Asian ;___;
ANYWAYS


ahahhaha my hair makes me look like a little girl...
how terrible!


hm...as soon as I get my hair done...by Kuro nonetheless...haha
Shiro Kuro.
Name's actually Saku
forgot I received Shiro....
I can't remember.  Oh

ShiroKuro lolita
black and white.
Personality wise,
I'm Shiro-Loli
Makuro is Kuro-loli


Makuro/Kuro
Mashiro/Shiro
yeah.

Makuro BTW is actually Maro.
Weir.
Saku + Maro = Crazy


haha Sama
...or..Kuro
wow..or..Saro
or..Kuma
yeah. Saro is the only one that doesn't really mean anything
Sama = it's something you add to a name
Kuro = black
Kuma = bear


yeah...
I'm currently waiting for my CANDYSTRIPPER -like tights to come in.
It's taking forever.



I don't like Taiwan anymore
;___;

 

それでも

じゃーね！

I'm....staring at my pair of Spongebob underwear...yeah.
I'll just announce that to a bunch of people over the intranetz. But yes. I have...some type of...block.

Not exactly a writters block...
But...I do have stuff in my mind.
Very bad things I don't want to write about though.
I don't even want to type it out and delete it afterwards.


Bad block...I can't even find my notebook where all my freewrites are.
Damn it.

I'm still working on building up the personalities for my OCs.  This actually helps for me XD
That, Fetus story I was working on back...last year.
I need to edit it and stuff.
The Character names, pretty much. But here is my final(that I promise not to change)

Characters:
1. Akato Tsukada
2. Kazuno Kajikawa
3. Reno Masaoka
4. Emi Masaoka
5. Anna Smith (stfu, I'm bad when it comes to English names)


①Who would make the better sidekick, Emi or Akato? Why?
Akato- Umm...me or Emi? I think...umm...-ponders-
Kazuno- Akato.
Reno- Usagi-chan! Emi's too straight forward and blunt.
Emi-Akato would. Duh! He's too shy to step up for himself!
Anna- *sigh* Emi looks much like Reno. Reno's gorgeous.

②Would you love to read Reno's personal Diary?
Akato-*rolls on the floor giggling* I have. It was very funny!
Kazuno- I don't want to know what that kid thinks about.
Reno- Oi! I'll kill whoever even thinks about looking at it!
Emi-*yawns* He's boring.
Anna-*dreamy eyes* Reno~

③Have you ever dreamed of Emi before?
Akato-Umm....I think.....once? We went to get ice cream! But then I woke up before I could eat it....
Kazuno-That...is disgusting.
Reno-Dream of Emi?! What kind of sick fuck are you?
Emi-I dream in my perspective. Unless I'm someone else in my dream.
Anna- Eheh...once. I think she would freak if I told her though...


④If Kazuno played the main character in a movie, what kind of character would he be?
Akato-A samurai! But not just any Samurai. Oh no~ He would be the really awesome samurai that beats up bad guys but is very laid back!
Kazuno-*is lost in his own fantasy if only for a second* I would be the prince that saves the pr- I'd be Godzilla.
Reno- AHAHAHAHAHAHA. Godzilla.
Emi- Kazuno-kun? I'd say he would be some kind of person that is sent on a mission to save the damsel in distress- Akato- and end up victorious!
Anna-He'd unknowingly set out to save Akato from some horrible accident. I just know it. And Reno~ Oh Reno would be the sidekick or someone that foll-*gets cut off*

⑤What was your first impression on Akato?
Akato-I thought I was a fat baby. m(_ _)m
Kazuno-I actually thought he was a girl at first.
Reno- We met as kids. He lived a few houses down. I thought he was a little girl.
Emi- He was the cutest f@%&ing thing I have ever seen! Even at the young age that we met!
Anna-*holds hands up* Guilty as charged. I thought he was a girl.

⑥What would you do if Emi and Reno were going out?
Akato-W-w-wa.....WHAT?!?! Tha-that's gross!
Kazuno-The fuck? 
Reno-I, am going to kill you. *cracks knuckles*
Emi-OI! *eyes go black; breathes fire* I would NEVER date my own brother!
Anna-Eh?! But they're twins! And...*blush* I wish Reno would date me....

⑦If Anna and Emi were locked in the same (really small) room, what would most likely happen?
Akato-Umm...umm...Anna would sit and do the math and think about how to get out...andandand...Emi would try to break through the wall!
Kazuno-If Emi were hungry, and they couldn't get out, Anna would become food.
Reno-Ahaha. They'd both go crazy.
Emi-I'll break through the f@%&ing wall!
Anna-Emi would break the wall.

⑧What is your fondest memory of Reno?
Akato-Well~ I was 6, he was 7. I fell off the swing and he carried me home and took care of my cut~! He's very nice. Just...don't tell him I told you.
Kazuno- There is no such thing as a fond memory of Reno. I liked it better when I didn't know him.
Reno- There's a lot of those! "*winks*
Emi- *laughs evilly* When I pushed him down the stairs.
Anna-*sigh~* I tripped and fell, and he....he just stared at me~<3

⑨If you could do anything with Akato, what would it be?
Akato-...I'd....probably take myself out for ice cream~!
Kazuno-....*blushes and looks away*
Reno- drag him to get crepes. He loves those.
Emi-LOLITA! I'd stick that bugger in Lolita and drag him to Harajuku!
Anna-I'd get him to invite Reno and we could have out~!


⑩What would be a good nickname for Kazuno?
Akato-Mr.I-Hate-The-World *pouts*
Kazuno- I just wish they would call me Kajikawa-sensei. Respect damn teachers!
Reno- Lolicon. *laughs*
Emi-*devious smile* Lolicon. Or, Shoutacon pretty much.
Anna- Oh....he's scary.

⑪What would you do if you hadn't met Akato?
Akato-...I wouldn't be able to get ice cream or crepes! *pouty face*
Kazuno-*grunts* I'd be able to think clearly.
Reno-....I have no idea
Emi- I wouldn't have a friend like him. I don't know what I'd do.
Anna- I think...I would want to move back to Washington


⑫What is Anna to you?
Akato- umm...~ Anna's the book worm so I guess she's more like a tutor~
Kazuno- The only normal student I know.
Reno- *shivers* She's a bit weird
Emi- She's my shopping buddy~!
Anna- Hm?

⑬Describe Akato in 5 words
Akato- Ice cream Ice cream Ice cream Ice cream Crepes. ...wait...that was 4 ice cream's and a crepe....
Kazuno- cute cute cute cute cute
Reno- Awesome...at...role...play...games....*counts*
Emi- Weekend Harajuku Lolita Buddy~...Cutie ahaha
Anna- Well....he's smart..kind of. Yeah.


⑭Ever slept in the same room as Kazuno?
Akat-*blushes* Umm...not...yet~?
Kazuno- Every night. *rolls eyes*
Reno- Yep. Fell asleep on his sofa once!
Emi-.No. and I don't want to.
Anna- Ahh...I don't want to.

⑮Would you marry Emi?
Akato-*turns pink* Eh?! I would never!
Kazuno- You're sick.
Reno- FUCK NO.
Emi- ahaha. Sorry~
Anna- Umm....for Reno?

⑯Who does Akato like?
Akato- Umm.....ice....cream?
Kazuno- Like hell would I know?
Reno-*laughs*
Emi- Kazuno! It says all over his face!
Anna-Well....Akato doesn't act any different around girls. Or guys. But when he's around Kajikawa-sensei...I don't know. Something is just..different.

This gets a bit personal.
①What are your parents like?
Akato-Umm....my mom is very nice! But...she's very busy...
Kazuno-Old.
Reno-The folks are okay.
Emi- Well, mom is a housewife. She's very nice! Dad's a photographer. He's very...he's a good father but...he's Reno just 20-something years older.
Anna-Um...very American, I would say.

②How old are you?
Akato- Umm....14! Wait...yeah! Wait...no! I'm...I'm 14. Going to turn 15 though~
Kazuno-*grunts* 21. What about it?
Reno-16.
Emi-How rude!
Anna- That is very rude! ...I'm....16 years old.

③What is your full name?
Akato- *takes a deep breath* YuushaUsagiAkatoTsukadaTheGreat! But...that is Rabbit Hero- Akato Tsukada The Great...although...my name is just Akato Tsukada.
Kazuno- Kazuno-fucking-Kajikawa. DON'T. forget it.
Reno- Masaoka, Reno. *yawns*
Emi- Emi Masaoka!
Anna- Anna Marie Smith!

④Family members?
Akato- well....just me and my hardworking mother!
Kazuno- Parents. Me. I have no kids or even a girlfriend. Fuck. I need a life.
Reno-Mom, Pops, me, younger sister Emi.
Emi-Mother, Father, Reno and I! Reno and I are twins. Don't let him trick you! I'm older by 15 minutes!
Anna- Just me and my parents~ I'm an only child. Unlike Emi...*glows* Reno is so gorgeous~
 

⑤Current love interest?
Akato-*blushes* ummm..umm....Ka....ice cream! *runs away*
Kazuno- usagi-chan
Reno-*cracks knuckles* What?
Emi-*sigh* Gackt~!....Hey, shut up. A girl can dream.
Anna-*blushes* Reno...


Any last words?
Akato- Yay~!
Kazuno-Stop. Calling. Me. Kazuno!
Reno- I have better things to do. *walks away*
Emi- Nyappy! *peace sign*
Anna-*bows* Please be nice to me!